p.e.a.c.e.

This has been a really crazy week for me, yet some how as the weekend comes to a close i am at peace. God is moving and working in my life, i am seeing how obidience in the difficult circumstances brings peace. He is the God of peace so really it makes sense that when we are walking in His will, we feel it. I feel it. Of course im not exactly where I wish I could be, I want to be with him, whatever he is doing i want to do it to. but, for now, i am here. ridding my life of things that are toxic, and gaining so much health along the way. God is amazing, he provides.. and when you think it is you doing it, or your good decisions getting you what you have, well, your wrong. its God, he is so mysterious. I am reminded that I only see life through a small hole in the fence, and God is in the big tree watching it all unfold.. he is shaping, moving, creating opportunities, changing, growing, loving, breaking, renewing, restoring, building, tearing down, and we dont even know it... He is so good and i am learning to trust Him more and more everyday... we will see what happens...