chili pot post... enjoy

Ok, This is the chili pot post, filled with all sorts of yummy things! I have to say THANK YOU!!! to The Hardnends for letting me stay in their lovely home, it is such a prayer answered and a HUGE blessing, and to the Jacksons for helping me move all of my stuff and letting me use their wonderfully squishy bed.. oh heaven! and the Bravenecs for the shelves and the amaazing lamp that lights my room!! It was a long weekend but my room is all set up! hahahaha... I can invite you over to my room and make you top ramen, or easy mac!!! :D You can see that I am ooober smart... see i have an electric kettle and i though "HARK" I can boil the water in my room and make the easy mac... it TOTALLY worked!! so, feast at my room soon!!!
I had to post the silly pictures of seana and I, she has become one of my very best friends, she has listened to me, hugged me, let me cry, encouraged me and pushed me to be faithful to the Lord as I wait, she has been one of my only family members who has really understood my heart, where I was and where I am at now and how badly I want reconciliation and restoration.. I love her SOOO much, and we have TONS of fun together, she is a true blessing...

I also had to post a picture of Meggers! she is my lil God smile at work, this girl has been there at 5am when I pull up to work balling my eyes out, she has prayed with me, and held hope in her hands for me, when I am lacking it... I love her so much, God is so good and is blessing me with so many wonderful solid new friends :D

hmm... Im excited! I want to become a resourceful woman. I think I frustrated Jeff a lot because I really didnt understand budgets, money, and separating our wants from our needs... being here and having to pay rent and manage my bills I feel is going to help teach me that, I am already feelin it! 20 dollar shirt isn't just 20 dollars its 1/3 of my cell phone bill!!
I want to learn to garden and sew!!! I want to make a quilt and sew my own skirt! Im gonna do it... you'll see!

There are so many things I want to do...
camp under the stars
go on a REAL hike
buy a bike
paint something good
make homemade chicken noodles soup
live somewhere rural ( i swear i want to live on a farm)
take a train somewhere far

I am making a list... Life is too short to waste, I never want to take people or things for granted again!

I learned that if you put bananas in a fridge they turn brown.. sad. Im trying to figure out the temprature setting on my retro fridge... my cream cheese froze!! hahahaha

I ran to Mc Vicker park yesterday up that large hill, it felt good, and i accidentally wacked this guy who i didnt know was running up behind me... OOOPS!!!

I see old couples everywhere now, I saw one in Wal-Mart, the hubby had tatoos and they were all wrinkled and he was precious and the old lady had a lil limp and white hair and they were just talkin and shoppin completely content and happy with eachother, and then he reached and grabbed her hand! it was amazing, I want that...

and last things last...
I read this in a devotional book im reading....
"Hope your wildest hopes, dream your maddest dreams, imagine your most fantastic fantasies. Where your hopes and your dreams and your imagination leave off, the love of my heavenly father only begins..."

Romans 15:13
"MAY THE GOD OF HOPE FILL YOU WITH ALL JOY AND PEACE AS YOU TRUST HIM, SO TAHT YOU MAY OVERFLOW WITH HOPE BY THE POWER OF THE HOLY SPIRIT."

God is so good, I can only see out my window of his HUGE plan... He CAN do ANYTHING... so, I will not loose hope... I just wont.