no matter what, I am thankful.

This is me... In 12 days it will be exactly 6 months since my life unwraveled... it has been quite a long six months for me, and much has happened. A lot of change has taken place, my job, my place of living, my family, my friends, my church, relationships, some gone and the arrival of new ones... pretty much everything that I thought was my life has changed... The biggest change though, has been ME... I am not the same. God has taken six months of my life, and will continue to do so for the rest of forever, and HE has begun to change me... I know what I want, I know how I got here, and I am doing all I can to hang onto what is dangling by a thread, my hopes and my prayers are still there 110% daily, I continue to wait and see what will become of the most preciuos thing in my life. BUT no matter what, I am so thankful for everything I have gone through, because I have never been more in love with Jesus. He is the lover of my soul, He is sufficient, He is everything I could ever need or want, He is filling all of the empty holes and gaps in my life, He is revealing my value and my worth... When I began to walk down the path back to my saviors loving arms, I needed Him to show me that I could trust Him, and He has done nothing but show me! I have learned that I can have COMPLETE trust in my Jesus, His word is true, He is faithful. Even in my darkest time, my heart overflows with joy because He is alive and moving and working in my life. I always want to be near Him. I want my life to reflect His unfailing grace and forgiveness. I am so thankful for those, you NEVER can understand the grace and forgiveness of Jesus until you are in the place where you absolutely need it. He has taken me out of the pit and has breathed life into me... and for this I am thankful.. May you understand the love of your father, may you be filled with joy, don't ever let fear of the unknown hold you back from reaching out and grabbing the loving hand that is reaching out for you. He is there.

May you rest in His love and in His peace...
giving God ALL of the glory,

Katy Hill